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Name: Emily Gender: Female
Interests: Whatever interests me at the moment, which is usually sleeping, eating, tv, movies friends, and going on crazy random adventures - not necessarily in that order Expertise: Making people laugh, if only by my own crazy, high-pitched, loud laugh...
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Member Since:
7/8/2005
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| Ah, New York...

Me and my girls at Grand Central Station
 About to go to Times Square!
 Times Square...is AMAZING.
 Ya this is just this is just the Hershey store...imagine what the whole place looked like!
 Haha this...this is the bull butt from Hitch...
Stupid upload limit. What about the Broadway pics, and the Empire State Building, and the vampire that tried to eat me, and my beautiful Brooklyn Bridge pics? AH. So annoying. But ya...NYC was a blast. | | |
| I'm a college freshman...wow. I'm gonna be on my OWN in a couple more months...weird. I can't wait...AH!! | | |
| I just had the most...insane? Possibly life-changing? night of my life last night...6 hours in the ER and then 1 and a half in the OR. Go read about it here:
http://blog.myspace.com/29105750 | | |
| I'm used to things being pretty much handed to me.
God's blessed me in so many ways that I take most of them for granted. This year things have changed...by some terrible chance or because God is trying to show me something or test me or w/e, things have been pretty bad this year. Ya'll have seen all the complaining posts. I've lived almost a...*charmed* life I guess. And now that things aren't working out the way I want them to, I can't handle it. I've been extremely rude to the ones I care about, especially my family, cynical, blaming God, and just depressed.
I just need to get over myself.
Haha I'm sure many of ya'll have thought that, you just didn't say so I guess. But I've having to act like an adult. A CHRISTIAN of all things! Maybe if I just get my focus off of myself and onto Him and others, everything will be better because I won't be thinking about the bad all the time.
But I dislike effort. I listen to my feelings all the time, and I usually just feel lazy, so I've gotten to the point where I hate almost all effort. So my siblings in Christ, I ask that you pray for me. I'm praying for you too, and ask that ya'll also tell ME what ya'll need me to pray for you about. Love you! | | |
| Constantly put down, knocked over, slapped in the face Tired of trying, of hoping, of looking for the silver lining Watching everything I wanted, expected, needed Disappear, grabbed out of my hand, ripped from my soul.
Tired of the anger, the tears Wanting something more than just a hug, a "right" answer Needing solutions, answers But seeing none, with no hope for one.
Where is the end of all the pain? Does it even exist? Waiting for someone to catch me Because I'm falling... | | |
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